pufengkuo

Due to some reasons, I chose to run away from reality for a weekend.

Go home? Stay in Taipei? Or?

Somehow, I feel like I am homeless, not knowing where to go and where I want to go.

What could I do in Taipei? Taipei means lonliness to me and I don't want to pretend to be happy when home.

Finally I chose to go to the most familiar place to see the one whos knows me the best and I used to love the most.

I know I am not going to do anything here but I know what I want is to have sb stay with me.

When arriving here, when seeing you, I felt unfamiliar, or put it this way, something change between you and me.

This time, it's not you change but me.

I was scary and afraid then cuz I don't feel sense of security from you.

After a deep thought, I realize that I have transfered the feeling to somebody already, to somebody that is so far away from me.

I should be happy, cuz I am not lost again. I should be happy, cuz I can be myself.

I think I should say thank you to both of you. Thanks for letting me go, thanks for letting me to know you.

From now on, unfamiliarity is not a bad thing but a chance for me to grow up and to be strong!