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不久前的(好像是前天??)吃完賀香麵館走回辦公室的途中

旁邊科科突然哼了一句"I don't wanna talk about it"....

雖然只是一句，但我覺得好好聽!昨天去找了這首歌!

第一次進手術房，緊張到超誇張的程度

1. 身體失溫....感謝輔導員用力的幫我搓搓搓取暖(感覺好像在鑽木取火一樣=.=)
2. 進手術房前量心跳127...護士說，你是有特殊疾病還是緊張過度?(我說是緊張=.=)
3. 門一打開看到手術房，沒戴眼鏡模糊的樣子讓我更緊張，差點緊張到吐出來，媽阿~~也太誇張了吧，好大好多儀器!!!一直幻想電視手術的情節(電視看太多ORZ)

什麼是EQ?? 引述別人的說法，EQ是"情商”是“情緒智慧”或“情緒智商”之意，簡稱“EQ”（emotional intelligence）。

所謂“情商”（EQ）是指一個人能正確感受、理解、表達、控制和應用自己與他人的情感能力，以及圍繞此中心的其他相應的心理能力──熱誠、毅力、自覺心、自我心理內驅力、心理潛力、感性認識等。

簡單來說，情商是一種控制和應用自己與他人相互關係的情感能力。顯然的，這對一個人心理健康和抑鬱症防治，以及加強自我心理保健的養生之道及家庭幸福與事業成功具有重要意義。

常常透過與人聊天發現了許多令人羨煞的事情

為什麼別人會有今天的成就? 總希望自己也能夠有這麼一天

但是否自己有付出相等的努力?是否有看到別人私下辛苦的一面?

愛一個人，

要了解，也要開解； 要道歉，也要道謝；

要認錯，也要改錯； 要體貼，也要體諒；

Though once I made up my mind not to contact you, somehow I needed your help and you suddenly appeared on my screen.

One greeting, one question, and your yes. Kind of out of my expectation.

Thanks for coming over to help me in such a bad weather that made you soaking wet.

不知隔了多久...感覺上像是隔了好久好久

仔細算起來卻只有兩三個禮拜?!

昨天鼓起勇氣將對你最後的留戀宣洩寄託出去

This noon I went for a movie with a friend of mine.

On the way to the cinema, I thought of that Sunday.

Mixed feeling & strong belief.

Tonight I got a dinner with Marc & Jenny around ViewSHow.

Originally we planned to had Benelli Pasta in ViewShow.

I walked from my rental house there. The steps were so heavy.

In fact, I am still having the will to expect to see U again online.

This afternoon, with no expectation, you chat with me on msn.

I was surprised by my response.

Due to some reasons, I chose to run away from reality for a weekend.

Go home? Stay in Taipei? Or?

Somehow, I feel like I am homeless, not knowing where to go and where I want to go.

I am very happy to know you and I really enjoy the time with you.

I went through the happiest time again.

Though only 2 weeks, I think it's enough.

Do I really know what I am doing?

The more I get to know you, the more I care about you.

I enjoy the time with you, no matter what we are doing but it deponds on which relationship?

This early morning, we had a long conversation again, this time, from 00:30-04:30 am. It was really energy-consuming and it has been 4 days but I can’t help stopping it. We were discussing the movies and showed my will to watch the movie called “Clash of Titans.” Finally, I was invited to go and was too happy and excited to fall asleep at 4:30 am.

Before the appointment, I realized my terrible hairstyle, I went to have a haircut in order to give the best impression. When we met outside the theater, though it’s our first time to meet, we didn’t find any embarrassment, hopefully! During the almost 4 hours together watching movie together, listening to the live concert outside the movie theater and had our dinner in 101. I really enjoyed the time! Relaxing, comfortable, interesting and talkative hours. I really hope that I have more time to relax next to you, listening to the live music. Most important, thanks for insisting on giving me a ride and save a lot of money for me. You are the most skillful and safest rider.

The night, we had msn conversation again. LOL. We just left each other an hour ago but started to chat till 01:17am. Very surprised that you still wanted chat with me and I was happy to have the chance.

I still remember I didn’t answer your last question this early morning about my sustainable and high energy these days and that’s why I wrote this letter. The reasons are complicated, embarrassing and hard to tell, but I would try my best to tell you, no matter you are interested or not, and I think you must have felt that as well since you are not stupid. Hahaha..To answer the question, you must read the following background information first.

When I first saw your charming smile, I could not move off my attention, to tell the truth. It’s been really a long time that I don’t hang out with or meet people I think is nice. What’s the most is that you are very nice to spend time on me chatting with me on msn and giving me compliments.

I know you must have noticed that the atmosphere between you and me is not usual and is vague for me. It’s not like a way that normal friends get along with each other. I must have to tell you directly, after a deep thought, I am 100 percent sure that I fell in love with you, though we haven’t known each other well, just for 7 days and we haven’t even met and it might be a temporary craze or passion. What I am trying to say is NOW I am touched and want to have more from you.

Only five days, I ran through the sweetest and the bitterest time. Now I am listing to the song, love is not one-way of Show Luo and it makes me very emotional. I feel like going to explode so I must release my feeling.

After struggling, I decided to write something here because none of my friends would come to visit my blog so I can write whatever I want without being noticed.

I fell again to the so called paradise/hell, love, and it’s my third time in my life. The first time, cool and great though with lots of sorrows. The second time could be summed up with one word, stupid!